My Conflicting feelings towards xinule

If you have read passion raga, I want answers about why do I love xinule. He did bad things to tay and even to yuri like in the least chapter of passion he did terrible stuff to tay and before that (if you have read passion you would know what happened) (spoilers if you haven't read passion raga) let's not forget when he was in the hospital he didn't treat yuri the best way, I know it was because xinule's mental health wasn't the best but still it doesn't excuse his actions. When he slamed yuri's forehead to table, bled because yuri just proved him wrong by saying “you didn't love tay, you just hated to lose to ilay” it were similar words.

They had that one scene that yuri didn't give his consent to have sxx and he was drunk at the time. People think yuri did consent but he didn’t. I have conflicting feelings towards xinule. Do I tolerate him because he had his development? Or because now he's sweet and has funniest mood swings ever. So tell me your thoughts